Old Rants

(I'm deleting the content from hawaiianshells.net so I'm putting it here)

OH MY LANTA!?!! Does it EVER stop??? (If you're curious at what I'm talking about, please refer to the rant of 9/12/2002). Ok, so my whole silent treatment thing was working quite well I think. Even church was a help for this whole process... November 10, 2002, a new Vista, CA Single's Ward was formed, and yay!! no more Carlsbad! (which means YAY! no more dealing with or seeing people that piss me off).

I was backstabbed about 5 months ago, and the people doing the stabbing haven't bothered to explain a SINGLE thing to me, or even bother apologizing or ANYTHING! So I figure neither one of them care all that much about my friendship. I should just say screw it, forget it, and get over it. But I can't! Recent events haven't allowed me to burry these things. About a month ago, someone gave my sister a bag of stuff to give to me... it was free stuff that one of the back stabbers got from their work for free and thought I'd enjoy... I might have enjoyed them if they weren't from a backstabbing type source. I feel if I use them or appreciate them at all, that I'd be accepting that as some kind of lame apology. Which does not work for me.

This is coming out now because I went to a friend's house for dinner, and apparently they had invited her as well. They must have forgotten that there is "bad blood" between us. Anyway, I've never been so uncomfortable in my ENTIRE life. Especially because the free gifts this person got from work... I gave them to someone else (who was also there for dinner) for a wedding present... Yay, fun for Shelley! :-| NOT!

Anyway, after the backstabber and her friend leave, I got into it with the person I re-gifted the stuff to. She told me that it was very "bad form" for me to have given her that stuff...

Like i care. More later ~